Spring semester finally came (and as I'm posting this, its about to end).
The semester started off with me at my lowest of lows. But I've pushed through and did a lot of praying and searching. What have I learned? Well I've learned more about who I am and am starting to figure out what I want for the future with friends, boys, school & work. Its slowly all coming together. Unfortunately with my luck, it will all fall apart again because I never seem to learn my lesson. But every time things fall apart, although it feels like I'm loosing everything, I'm actually gaining.
"Although powerful & influential neither your present not your past need to command your tomorrows."
I had started the semester unemployed which was horrible. Three weeks doing absolutely nothing. Worst experience ever. Finally I found employment as a nanny. These girls who I only spend a few hours every day with, have changed my life. They give me this unconditional love and bring this sunlight into my day that no one else here in Rexburg has. My mom said once over a phone call as I was telling her this, "let these girls teach & heal you"
And I have.
ajr
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