im sorry that i keep saying im sorry

Apologies. I hate apologizing for something stupid you've done. It is a horrible feeling to say or do something and immediately know that it was wrong or humiliating. There are countless times where I have let my big mouth get in the way and I say something wrong to someone. Apologizing is worse when you are saying sorry for something you didn't do. At least, you think it wasn't your fault, but in reality it probably was. 

apologies should grow like trees, 

only able to bear fruit if its root is planted 

in the soil of genuine sincerity

 I would like to first apologize to my mother and sisters, for being so quick to snap my tongue at them. This year, there has been a lot of different phone calls and discussions about a number of things going on in my life - and because of my bad temper, they end badly.

 

Second, I would like to apologize to the State of Montana. I have judged you and hated you for the past three years. We started off on the wrong foot. My first experience in Montana was horrible and it hasn't gotten any better over the years as I drive back and forth between Canada and the States. I decided on my way home from Canada last month, I was going to give Montana a chance. Instead of just booking through the state as fast as I could - I stopped and admired the place. This is what I found, and what a shame I didn't find it sooner.

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